[ Wikimedia Fundraising ][ Donate To Wikimedia! ]

Unfortunately I haven't been able to donate even though I wish I had, so by now the only thing I can do is spread the word:

If you'd like to add the above image above to your page linking to the Wikimedia Fundraising page you can use the next code:

[ Qué PUTAS?! ]

Fuck, violence is so out of control in this hellish place... I have news of people I've seen/known getting killed almost every other day... what the fuck is going on, man?! this fucking capitalist system doesn't work SHIT!!!! neither does socialist system, all political systems are BULLSHIT!!! we need something based on fucking principles, man, we need something based on peace, on love, on equity, we need to fucking head towards God not towards ourselves or the money we want... FUCK!!! I can't even walk in the streets without getting the idea I might not go back home these days... it's always been so fucking crazy here but this is just too much man...and of course it's not the killers' fault the only one to blame is FUCKING GEORGE W. BUSH and his stupid non-sense greed, all those fuckers in Washington and the fuckers here in El Salvador who kiss their asses and all fucker who thinks having money brings happiness all those fuckers that don't let poor people stand up by themselves those bastards who can't stop getting more and more money saying it's a "fair competition" when they started 200Miles ahead the rest, how the fuck can somebody with university studies say it's fair to compete with people who can't even read or write??!? where the hell are we heading man?!?! FUCK!!!!! WAKE UP PEOPLE!!! ...

This might be the last post I type in my life and I can't help thinking of that right now... We all need to get closer to God, after that it will all fall into place... thanks to everybody who has made me who I am right now.

[ "Un-coupled" People ]

Is it me or it is that two of the MANY groups society divides us in are: "The ones in a couple" and "The ones not in a couple"??. Lately I've been noticing this strange division because many of my friends' boyfriends think I'm into their girls @_@ and then it is like I can't do shit with those friends cause then the boyfriend's gonna think that I'm trying to get something from her or blah or bleh or bleah and he's gonna kill me... so I can only hang out with girls who don't have boyfriends :S, I can't go to the movies with my friends who have boyfriends, I can't be "too" nice with them, I can't invite them lunch, I can't just be friendly and give them small presents or what -__-. And it's weird because I DO have a girlfriend, only she's 6,000Km away from me BUT when the girlfriend I had was right next to me I never knew of my friends' boyfriends thinking I was into their girls :S, so it is like a psychological thing that if the guy your girlfriend is hanging out doesn't have a girlfriend in a radius of 100Km then he MUST be into your girl to hang out with her XD and of course he fits into the "Un-coupled" group :P...

Well, just wanted to let that go...-_-

[ No Blood for Oil ][ Chevron profits from War ]

[ Left turns into Right ]

For decades, and even centuries, the dominant ideology in the minds of western civilization has been established by people in power positions using social pressure and dissuasion, principally using mass media in whichever form it existed at the respective time. Particularly in "Latin America" [ please do notice this is a wrong way to describe it and that's why I use the quotes ] this has been so since the first half of the first millennium of the Gregorian Calendar when one of the first big Mesoamerican civilizations was at its peak, the Teotihuacán civilization in Mexico; I must say that when I watched a documentary about it on National Geographic Channel I was very impressed by how the state/government of that culture controlled the people by even making them paint political murals inside their houses! Making that government possibly the first 1984 [ a book written by George Orwell in 1948 that later became a great movie by Michael Radford ] in the history of America [ When I say America I am not referring the United States of America, when I refer to the United States of America I will say "the United States of America" because that is its name ].

It might be true that the inspiration of 1984 was the "totalitarianism" and "democratic socialism" [ obviously capitalist terms ] going around in the Soviet Union with Stalin, but it is also true that some of those ideas that the government, described by the author in the book, used to shape feeble minds [ being the most important one to control mass media ] were used and are being used by capitalism in order to get their ideals inside people's minds. In this sense, the leader[s?] of this socio-political-economical movement have gotten control of a huge amount of mass media throughout America, newspapers, TV news, even the Internet of course, just so that they can manipulate and influence people's opinion as well as distract them from serious stuff with phony and/or irrelevant news/events.

Having said all this, if you live in America or have some interest in American politics, you might have guessed already where this post is heading towards: RCTV. Those simple four letters that have been around my head [ and not because I want them to ] for weeks now. If you don't know what I'm talking about then let me guide you into this: I don't know how long ago the president of Venezuela, Hugo Chávez, announced that "the state" wouldn't renew the broadcasting license for a TV station called Radio Caracas Televisión and would stop their transmission on May 27th [ and so he did ] because their news/programs/etc were anti-constitutional, put in other terms, they are capitalists and he is a socialist so they were airing stuff he didn't want Venezuelans to watch. All the supporters of that channel around the world started criticizing Chávez and calling him a dictator and such, saying he was acting against free speech and every other attack to "freedom" you can think of. In my country, El Slave-ador, they have been talking over and over and over and over about this, ASDER [ Salvadorian Association of Radio Broadcasters ] and AIR [ Inter-american Association of Radio Broadcasters ] have been showing advertising all over the place [ radio, TV, newspapers, fliers ] and being so annoying about it, repeating again and again why we should never vote for the national socialist party or we could lose our "freedom of speech" [ right ] just as it is happening in Venezuela.

Well today I had it, this was all I can take, all these people are doing is because they no longer can keep getting their capitalist ideas inside Venezuelans' minds. They don't care about freedom of speech, they don't care about the people working on that station losing their jobs, they don't care about Venezuelans, they don't even care about their own mothers, all they care about is their money and how a socialist Venezuela endangers their stupid [ spikette2108's adjective ] way of life, all they care about is that they lost against Chávez, all they care about is they won't influence and distract Venezuelans anymore, so stop bitching around with lies! if you're gonna put some advertising then let them say the real reason for them but don't try to sugar-coat it with "freedom of speech" stuff because you have been stealing it for decades! you control almost all the mass media and only show the news that are not threatening to your ideals! how is that freedom of speech?.

After stating all this stuff against capitalism and particularly capitalists, the logical conclusion is that I am now about to support Chávez and congratulate him on blocking the channel, well of course that I won't!. It all appeared to me so clearly while he was giving a speech at a university in Venezuela, he talked about hegemony and how there was a "political scientist" [ I don't remember the name ] who said that it was obtained throughout many generations and years and how a crisis of power takes place when there's a rising hegemony that hasn't been completely established and there's a falling hegemony that hasn't completely fell; then I thought, who needs hegemony when you are doing things right? who needs to control people's thoughts, dreams, aspirations if you are ruling a country from a humane and Christian perspective thinking on helping every single person? who, capitalist or socialist, needs to shut up somebody because he thinks differently if he is doing a good job as a president?; all Chávez is doing by shutting down that channel is becoming the people he hates, the hater turns into the hated, left turns into right.

Both of them, left and right, have committed and will keep committing free speech violations until there is a humane, social-oriented, Christian-based way of capitalism/socialism.

[ hate ]

I was listening to a song today by Creed that said

"(...) I'd sacrifice all those nights if i could make the Earth and my dreams the same, the only difference is to let love replace all our hate(...)"

I thought that it was very logical to want such thing to happen, i thought that it would help a lot to this world if that happened, that it was a perfectly normal wish; but then i started wondering about it, because i've always said that sadness should have the same value as happiness, that depression must be an equally valid emotion as bliss and that society shouldn't tell you which of them to look for in life, they shouldn't force you to try to be happy, some of us feel very comfortable being depressed and there is always people trying to cheer you up instead of letting you feel however you want to feel since both of those emotions are a gift from God, both are a manifestation of His glory of His creation, which other of God's creations is as perfect as humans? [ maybe just the universe ] then why should we stop humans to enjoy those emotions that God Himself gave us? [ whether they are "bad" or "good" emotions. Having said this, i started wondering if [ based on the same principle ] hate could have the same meaning as love and if this was so, then we couldn't force people to replace their hate for love because we would be stopping their free will, we wouldn't be letting them enjoy a feeling that God gave us.

The answer to the question i asked to myself is NO, hate can never have the same meaning as love, for the simple reason that hate is not an emotion/feeling [ what is the difference between those two? is there any? ] created by God, hate was created by humans [ stupid us ]. If you take a second to think on it you will see that hate is not something immediate, something spontaneous, you have to judge an action or an act or person before hating it/him/her, being this judgment the result of a long thinking process or the result of a quick thought [ a reaction ] is what makes it a human-created emotion which i would not consider natural, but social; we've learned it through time and tradition [ stupid us ]. I believe love, on the other hand, is not a meditated emotion; it's true that real love takes a long time to build up but it all starts with a small thing, with a spark if you wanna call it, and that small thing is not a judgment of an act or a person at all.

Since we humans are a highly self-destructive breed we created hate to hurt everybody involved in the structure hater-hate. It is strong enough to make you experience a physical reaction whenever you see somebody or something you hate, an unpleasant physical reaction most of the time so it's a very masochistic feeling which it can get the hater to physically/psychologically hurt the hated and in which case the circle is complete and the structure could begin again with a small switch of roles.

Despite this, we can't force haters to stop hating but still we must show them that it is not the right path to take if humanity wants to survive any longer on this planet, hate has been the cause of great material loses, wars, deaths, etc. So, in conclusion, we can say love and hate are no equally valued feelings [ as are happiness and sadness ], since something created by humans will never compare to the perfect creation of God.

[ Loud people ]

I hate loud people, and I hate it even more when there are a lot of loud people together, that indistinguishable bunch of words is so disturbing; humans should be designed to communicate in half duplex instead of full duplex. Actually I think we are but we try full duplex anyways...we bastards.