Wednesday, November 29, 2006

[ hate ]

I was listening to a song today by Creed that said
"(...) I'd sacrifice all those nights if i could make the Earth and my dreams the same, the only difference is to let love replace all our hate(...)"
I thought that it was very logical to want such thing to happen, i thought that it would help a lot to this world if that happened, that it was a perfectly normal wish; but then i started wondering about it, because i've always said that sadness should have the same value as happiness, that depression must be an equally valid emotion as bliss and that society shouldn't tell you which of them to look for in life, they shouldn't force you to try to be happy, some of us feel very comfortable being depressed and there is always people trying to cheer you up instead of letting you feel however you want to feel since both of those emotions are a gift from God, both are a manifestation of His glory of His creation, which other of God's creations is as perfect as humans? [ maybe just the universe ] then why should we stop humans to enjoy those emotions that God Himself gave us? [ whether they are "bad" or "good" emotions. Having said this, i started wondering if [ based on the same principle ] hate could have the same meaning as love and if this was so, then we couldn't force people to replace their hate for love because we would be stopping their free will, we wouldn't be letting them enjoy a feeling that God gave us.

The answer to the question i asked to myself is NO, hate can never have the same meaning as love, for the simple reason that hate is not an emotion/feeling [ what is the difference between those two? is there any? ] created by God, hate was created by humans [ stupid us ]. If you take a second to think on it you will see that hate is not something immediate, something spontaneous, you have to judge an action or an act or person before hating it/him/her, being this judgment the result of a long thinking process or the result of a quick thought [ a reaction ] is what makes it a human-created emotion which i would not consider natural, but social; we've learned it through time and tradition [ stupid us ]. I believe love, on the other hand, is not a meditated emotion; it's true that real love takes a long time to build up but it all starts with a small thing, with a spark if you wanna call it, and that small thing is not a judgment of an act or a person at all.

Since we humans are a highly self-destructive breed we created hate to hurt everybody involved in the structure hater-hate. It is strong enough to make you experience a physical reaction whenever you see somebody or something you hate, an unpleasant physical reaction most of the time so it's a very masochistic feeling which it can get the hater to physically/psychologically hurt the hated and in which case the circle is complete and the structure could begin again with a small switch of roles.

Despite this, we can't force haters to stop hating but still we must show them that it is not the right path to take if humanity wants to survive any longer on this planet, hate has been the cause of great material loses, wars, deaths, etc. So, in conclusion, we can say love and hate are no equally valued feelings [ as are happiness and sadness ], since something created by humans will never compare to the perfect creation of God.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

[ anti-deviantART ]

There is a website somewhere which claims to be anti-deviantART but i really don't understand their reasons, maybe they don't have any or maybe they do, who knows. Anyways the point is that i highly dislike deviantART, despite the fact that i have an account there [ which i don't use anymore and have barely ever used ], the simple reason is that nobody is actually a critic there, they only tell you what you wanna hear/read and i've always thought i have my mom for that. If i wanted somebody to tell me how good i am at doing stuff or how cool my "art" is i would simply show it to my mother, i think everybody that posts their art there would be better artists if others would contribute to actually criticize their works. If you're a dA fan and you believe everything that all the other users are saying about your art you might as well be a moron! :D [ IMHO ]; they just say nice things about your art because they want you to say nice things about theirs.

So i'm on an anti-dA regime right now, i don't visit any dA site and i encourage you to stop visiting them as well :).

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

[ Micro$oft Firefox 2007 ]

This is such a great website XD, it's so well done, they totally deserve this big buzz that's been around them for a few weeks now because of their efforts. I mean AKobe Phlash XD, that was GENIUS!! hahaha. Check it out and don't forget to get your email address, I did :P
Micro$oft Firefox 2007 Professional

Saturday, November 18, 2006

[ Kabbalah ][ ? ]

I was reading just a while ago a little bit about the Kabbalah, they talked about parallel universes and the fact that life was like a movie theater in which you get only to choose which movie you're gonna watch, but you can't choose the ending of the movie, neither can you take part on the developement of the story. Under this perspective they said that you shouldn't try to change the world around you cause it was of no use; but rather you should try to switch to a different universe in which the world around you is different x_x. I don't know, i'm very respectful about ways of thinking, or at least i want to believe that; i believe in parallel universes in some way but switching between them? leaving the world as it is? trying to not make a difference? i don't think so, that's a very conformist way of thinking from my humble point of view, if you only try to adjust yourself to the enviroment [ whichever universe this is from :P ] you will never create something by yourself, you will never contribute to the developement of human knowledge, of humanity. Where would we be if Einstein, Gandhi, Jesus would have thought they shouldn't change the world surrounding them? You might have wondered [ and as well guessed ] which religion i profess, i have to say none, but i'm a believer and have faith in Jesus Christ and God.

Then again it could have been that what i was reading wasn't even Kabbalah at all and it was just somebody who typed his conception of Kabbalah; in which case just ignore this whole post :P

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

[ renewal ]

So, actually i had a blog or something before with a service provided by Google called Google Pages, but since i updated my Firefox recently, the site's editor has been crashing and wouldn't let me add new content. I will upload the old content slowly so that it doesn't go to waste :P, I think i will upload the entries with the date i usually posted them on the previous page if that's possible.

[ here we go! ]

Well, here we go, this is my first blog. Why v1.3? well...I don' know, I like the numbers. What are you gonna read here? pretty much everything, so keep visiting.

Sunday, November 5, 2006

[ Let your amazement grow ]

My beautiful girlfriend edited this image for me :), thank you...Miluju tě!

Let your amazement grow